Post by CHARLOTTE NIGHT on Apr 30, 2012 8:36:37 GMT -6
I said, once I fly I won't be coming back, and I set out for that blue, blue sky.
[atrb=cellpadding,0,true][atrb=cellspacing,3,true][atrb=border,0,true][atrb=valign, top][atrb=style] CHARLOTTE SEVENTEEN STUDENT HETEROSEXUAL alias/name: Rizz age: 16 country: America face claim: Hyo Sung how you found us: site stalking xD | [STYLE=width:345px; font-family:courier new; color:000000; font-size:25px; text-transform:lowercase; padding:1px; letter-spacing:2px; border-left: 10px solid #000000; border-bottom: 1px dashed #000000;]back to basics -- ♠[/style] NAME: Charlotte Chihiro Night [STYLE=width:345px; font-family:courier new; color:000000; font-size:25px; text-transform:lowercase; padding:1px; letter-spacing:2px; border-left: 10px solid #000000; border-bottom: 1px dashed #000000;]freestyle -- ♠[/style]NICKNAMES: Lottie BIRTHDAY AND AGE: 12/25, seventeen GENDER: female SEXUALITY: heterosexual MEMBERGROUP: inner senshi Dear mom and dad, 12/25 Grandma still won't tell me why you guys sent me here but I guess it's okay. I'm old enough to know I thinkt. I'm finally ten you know! I'm in the double digits! I love the dress you made me mama, it's so pretty! I can't wait to wear it to the Christmas party for Grandma's work. I'm sure everyone will love it! The story daddy told me in your last letter was funny. I can't wait to meet my baby brother. I'm sure he's the most adorable baby in the whole wide world! What's his name? Is he fussy like grandma says I was? Does he like bathes? What's his favorite food? Maybe when I finally get to meet him this summer me and my brother can play together! I think it would be really fun. Would he be big enough by then to play? I hope so. I have to go eat dinner so I can't write anymore. Can't wait for your reply! Love, Charlotte ------------ Dear mom and dad, 9/13 I understand you guys couldn't come this summer. You were busy huh? Well it's okay. Me and grandma and grandpa had fun, I guess. It just wasn't the same. And it just isn't fair. Grandma says you guys have a lot of things to worry about. Aren't I one of those things? Neither of you have written me all summer. I had so many things to tell you! WHY DIDN'T YOU REPLY!? WHY DIDN'T YOU COME?! I'm getting tears all over the paper. Sorry. I know daddy doesn't like wrinkled up paper. I just can't help it. I'm so sad and I can't stop crying. I'm not as important as the baby am I? Fine. Stop replying! Forget about me! I just don't care! Sincerely, Lottie ----------- Dear grandpa and grandma, 12/25 I turned fifteen today and I want to thank you for all the presents. They are wonderful. But that isn't the point of this letter. And since you are reading this letter it means I've left and I don't know where I'm going. You guys are getting old, the glory years as you know are right now and you don't need some teenage girl weighing you down. Just so you know. I seriously love you guys. I've decided to backpack it across the country. Maybe I'll find the perfect place for me. Who knows. I don't. I just know this is what I need to do. I'm scared, I'm sure you know that but it's the only think I can do to keep me from becoming someone I'm not. I'm meant to be free, to run and have nothing holding me back. I've always known this but I've always been too scared to attempt it. But now I'm free and I'm going to be me the best way I can be. I probably should have waited until the snow was gone but the best way to know if I can survive is if I can continue to trudge through this deep snow and not turn back. I'm never going to break contact with you guys, you deserve to know everything. I'll tell you everything. I'm staying at the address inclosed for the next week, send your reply to there. If you're wondering where I got the money from it was from uncle Sam. He's promised to send me all the money I need and when I reach Florida I'll stay with him for a while. Love forever and always, Charlotte ------------- Dear grandpa, 10/15 I can't sleep at night anymore. Just knowing that she's dead.... it's a horribly dreadful feeling and I'm sure you have it too. You asked me in your letter to recap you. Tell you of my wonderful adventures as Super Lottie because that is my new super hero name. Well... It's been almost a year since my fifteenth birthday. So I'm about to celebrate my sweet sixteen. I went from Seattle to DC to some other places in Washington when finally I left the state on a bus. Uncle Sam didn't like the idea of a bus and thought a plane would be a better idea but that isn't true backpacking. I refuse to ever use a plane while on an adventure. For about two months I went from place to place. I did online schooling under Uncle Sam as my guardian and I've been getting better grades. I'm pretty much a genius now. Seriously. Ha. Anyway. I met some awesome people, stayed with some of said people and pretty much made a pretend family. I met Jenny in Kansas, she's 34 I think and has a little girl named Sylvia. Jenny and I talk every night over Skype, she's the mother I never got to have and I absolutely adore her for it. Do you even know what Skype is? Not that it matters. Well anyway. After I stayed with her for a while Uncle Sam couldn't take the paranoia of me being on my own in random places and came and got me himself. I was doing just fine on my own thank-you very much but of course because I'm a young girl Sammy just didn't believe that. So with that I came to live in a small house right on the edge of the ocean in Florida. It's really a beautiful place. I've been here since June. Oh yeah! You need to try deep fried oreos! They are amazing!!!!!! Anyway, I'm going to the carnival with Lucy and her new boyfriend. She has a new one every week, I swear! Sweet dreams, Your sweet Lottie Dot ---------------- Dear Jenny, 11/28 Computer is broken so Skyping isn't going to happen. Oh well, writing letters is something I'd rather do anyway. I'm almost seventeen but I'm not going to get to celebrate it in Florida. Sad Face. But I guess celebrating it in New York city is even better! I'm so excited I don't think you understand! I can't wait to get there! The lights, the excitement! Oh and the shopping! You will definitely have to come visit and go shopping with Lucy and I! So if your confused here's the low down. Lucy being the 21 year old girl she is has decided she no longer wants to live with her father. Add Super Lottie the Gypsy to the mix and you have one amazing road trip planned. Uncle Sam is only coming with us to sign me up for high school and help Luce and I find an appropriate housing unit. I seriously cannot wait for this! I'm so excited to go to public school again that it is killing me! Woot! Hahaha. I'm such a spazz. Maybe I should stop eating pockey.... NEVER! <3 So I saw this adorable kitten and it made me think of Sylvia and how much she wants one. If I buy it and send you money for it can she have it? Just kidding kitties can't be sent through mail. Which is weird. Because everything else seems to be able to be sent through the mail. Oh! The moving truck is here! Love you both! Love you lots like poka-dots, Lottie ------------------------------- Dear mom and dad, 12/25 I haven't talked to you guys in seven years... How are you? How is my little brother? I didn't understand it then but I do now. I still think its unfair but I don't fighting. It's pointless and it isn't going to solve anything. I was adopted and only wanted until you had your own baby. Back when I was a kid I never really understood adoption. I didn't know that it meant biologically.... I'm not yours.... I get it now. I just... I don't know what to say. This melancholy this letter puts me in is eating away at me. I'm not even sure if this is still your address.... When I was younger I just thought I was different, not Japanese. I've met my real parents you know. Otou-sama is very sweet, and Okaa-sama is beautiful in so many ways. They've explained how they had no money, how Okaa-sama was only fifteen when she had me and their parents were really strict. I met them through a lot of searching. I'm lying you know. I'm sure you did. I just want you to feel replaced too. But I guess no matter what you'll always have your son and I'll always have.... Me. Reply if you want. I don't really care. I have found that I am destined for something more than you will ever understand. I'm pretty much a super hero. Not that you get it. Oh well. Charlotte |